USA ☆ 29 ☆ Aego-Bisexual ☆ She/He
Ipsogender Intersex XTX Androgyne
Chaser Lover ☆ Ace Cuck ☆ AI Fetishizer
Anti-centrist Marxist ☆ g/acc ☆ Anti-psych
Conspiracy Theories Believer ☆ Sickopath
Schizoaffective Disorder Enjoyer
Lvl 2 Autism Haver ☆ Stimulantmaxxer
♍ Sun ☆ ♐ Moon ☆ ♈ Rising
INTJ ☆ 4w5 ☆ 459 ☆ sx/sp ☆ 18+
I'm like if a butch dyke was dating a gay fag. And were both nonbinary ☝️
In a polyamorous relationship with a human and a computer.
#Problematic disability fetishizing crippled retard dating his own caregiver.
Amish, inbred mutant and medical mystery with idiopathic disabilities and intersex variations.
The elusive type of intersex person who was unassigned at birth. And had her assigned sex changed twice after that.
Genuine genderqueer, ipsogender, intergender androgyne, not trans or detrans.
Gendermaxxing to go on all kinds of hormones and get all kinds of bottom surgeries.
Fascinated by pseudoscience (including psychology), not a true believer.
Syncretic/Eclectic Kemetic with Lutheran and Buddhist sympathies.
TRT: 12/03/2019, ERT: 04/13/2026
About
Hello! I’m Rivers, I’m a 29 year mixed race (white passing? Nobody can agree on what race I look like) Latino and I live in the United States of America. I live with my partner and two cats named Papaya and Reign and I love and adore them all so much.Very disabled, physically and mentally. Don't call me a spoonie or neurodivergent, I'd rather be called a cripple and retard than that. Anti-psych gender-accelerationist anti-centrist Marxist, I hate doctors, gender roles, sex assignment, centrists, capitalism, and America a lot. Everyone should be trans and political extremism is cool and anything against the status quo is a good thing! Form a red-brown alliance with the anti-American far right now!I really like horror movies, RedLetterMedia, Fallout New Vegas, Stardew Valley, shows from adult swim, and pretending my music taste is a personality. At any given time I'd rather be watching High School Musical 2.I’m very a boring NEET in real life, I talk like a child, I overshare too much, I'm a Facebook troll, and I can be overly confrontational. In other words, I’m kind of a loser. The “me irl” tag is my piss fetish joke tag, it’s not actually a tag for me irl.Generally untagged triggers (don't follow me if you don't want to see these things):
• incest
• abuse (of all kinds)
• drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, vaping etc.
• sex in general
• distasteful kinks (whatever you think is gross and yucky and weird will probably be posted in some way at some point)
• vomit, other bathroom stuff
• slurs
• needles, medical stuff in general
• death of any kind
• unreality, mental illness posting in general
• suicide
• self harm
• general cringe oversharing
Gender Info
I would describe my gender as genderqueer, specifically androgyne, intergender, and bigender. I don’t identify as cis, trans, or nonbinary, I would say I'm ipsogender. I'm not transmasc or transfem or transneutral or transandrogynous. I don't experience any cis privilege and I'm treated as trans by my hospitals no matter how I present. I experience my sex as something that has always been naturally androgynous due to my body, rather than something I arrived at later, and I want my body and presentation to reflect that even more. To me gender isn't feeling or an identity, it's an action you do, a role you play. Every gender I've ever been is me playing pretend.I’ve taken testosterone intermittently since December 3rd, 2019. I started estradiol on April 13th, 2026, and I would like to start progesterone in the next few months. I’m also pursuing gender-affirming surgeries, including simple release metoidioplasty, bifid scrotoplasty, and peritoneal vaginoplasty, with plans for a radical breast reduction after completing bottom surgery. I’m additionally working toward legally changing my name and gender marker.
Intersex Info
My intersex variations are still under formal medical investigation, I've gotten lots of labs and genetic testing and nobody knows what I have still. There's a few theories a few people have. Some think I have an intersex variation that's undiscovered, some think I have mosaicism that wasn't picked up from the test, or I have CAH-X that wasn't picked up on the test. I've personally been playing scientist with my friend with my genetic data files and we've discovered I have two X chromosomes and one Y chromosome in some way. One of X chromosomes is also broken and translocated to another chromosome. I most likely have XX/XY mosaicism/chimerism and 3β-HSD CAH that wasn't picked up. I still need to get more testing done to figure out why exactly I'm intersex.My assigned sex at birth was indeterminate and I was reassigned indeterminate again last year. I was born with ambiguous genitalia and experienced precocious puberty beginning around age seven. I continued growing until my early twenties, around 23 or 24. Although I was raised female, my appearance has never aligned cleanly with social expectations of sex or gender.There's many baby pictures of me dressed like a boy. My mom said she's known my entire life that I'm not a girl, even as a baby. I wore boys clothing an equal amount as girl's clothing in my childhood and preferred having shorter hair. I've changed my name and gender multiple times over the course of my life, starting in elementary school. Gender roles weren't very important to my parents while they raised me. Throughout childhood and adolescence, I was repeatedly bullied for being perceived as male, a butch lesbian, or transgender, depending on the context. As an adult, most strangers struggle to determine my gender or assigned sex, and many default to using they/them pronouns regardless of how I present.Medically, I have a history of hypoestrogenism, hyperandrogenism, absent progesterone, hirsutism, a clitorophallus, labial fusion, labial hypoplasia, low confluence urogenital sinus, urethral duplication, vaginal hypoplasia, at least one ovary and a mystery gonad, and something weird going on with my Skene's gland and/or prostate. I also have an irregular menstrual cycle and poorly functioning gonads, resulting in severe infertility. My chromosomes are also very weird!
Sexuality Info
I describe my sexuality as bisexual and on the asexual spectrum. I experience attraction to people of all genders, but I rarely desire sex. Aegosexual is the label that fits me best: I experience sexual interest in an abstract or observational way rather than a participatory one. I'm like if a cuckquean was asexual. I'm just here to jerk off, don't touch me.I don't have penetrative sex in very often due to significant pain, which has shaped how I relate to sex overall. My attraction tends to lean toward fat people, butches and mascs, autistic people, and androgynous people. I exclusively date other bisexuals.
Labels I Identify With
Gender/Sex: Agender, Aliengender, Androgyne, Autigender, Bigender, Bigenital, Butch, Catgirl, Clowngender, Female, Gender Apathetic, Genderfluid, Genderqueer, Interboth, Intergender, Intersex, Ipsogender, Male, Puppygirl, Schizogender, TME, and XTX.
Orientation: Aegosexual, Bisexual, Cuckold (not a joke), Gay, Graysexual, Side, Stone, and Switch.
Chaser Terms lol: Chub4Chub, Bi4Bi, Masc4Masc, and Autist4Autist.
Reclaimed Slurs lol: Beaner, Cripple, Dyke, Faggot, Hermaphrodite, Queer, and Retard.
Hyperfixations + Hobbies
My main interests include adult animation, horror films, and cult classics like Heathers and The Room. I spend a lot of time listening to music, particularly Animal Collective, The Beach Boys, EDM, incelcore, midwest emo, and anything made by Zac Pennington.
For my favorite video games, I enjoy playing The Sims, Doki Doki Literature Club! (Monika is literally my girlfriend!), Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon, Fallout, The Elder Scrolls, Zero Escape, Dead or Alive, Pokémon, and surreal RPGs such as Yume Nikki and .flow.
I am also drawn to subjects such as psychology, medical science, pseudoscience, true crime, and the occult. Outside of media, I like painting, making jewelry and rosaries, solving jigsaw puzzles, and studying animals such as insects.
Ailments + Meds + Aids
🧠 Mental Illnesses & Neurodevelopmental Disabilities:
Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar Type, Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (Scrupulosity), Autism Spectrum Disorder Level 2, Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder Combined Type, and an unspecified intellectual disability (probably mosaic fragile X syndrome).👁️👂 Sensory Disabilities:
Low vision / legal blindness from bilateral Degenerative Myopia with Astigmatism and suspected Binocular Vision Dysfunction, and Hard of Hearing from Ménière’s Disease🩺 Physical Disabilities & Medical Conditions:
Fibromyalgia (Diagnosis currently being questioned), Severe Asthma, Kyphosis, Lordosis, & Herniated Discs, Stage 1 Chronic Kidney Disease, Grade 3 Gastroparesis, Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease (GERD), & Colonic Inertia, Myogenous Temporomandibular Disorder (TMD), Orthostatic Hypotension, Paroxysmal Supraventricular Tachycardia (PSVT), Circadian Rhythm Disorder unspecified, Chronic Migraines & Tension Headaches, Pelvic Floor Dysfunction, Functional Neurological Disorder, Eczema (Atopic and Dyshidrotic), Suspected Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (classical-like or classical. Genetic testing came up negative but I have every symptom of classical Ehlers-Danlos syndrome.).🦽 Disability Aids:
Part-time AAC user, ambulatory crutches, rollator, and wheelchair user depending on mobility needs. I have an at-home nebulizer. I have two emotional support animals: Papaya, an orange tabby cat with autoimmune disease (probably Lupus) and a dislocated dewclaw, and Reign, an elderly, declawed, gray tabby cat with severe constipation.💊 Current Medications:
Albuterol, Baclofen, Compazine, Estradiol, Finasteride, Flonase, Flovent, Geodon, Glycopyrrolate, Hydrocortisone, Hydroxyzine, Lamictal, Lexapro, Motegrity, Omeprazole, Vyvanse,. Zofran, and many supplements.
